Good days, bad days.. Nothing but mere labels. There are days when one feels everything is so beautiful, life is amazing and we want to live on forever and sometimes its just horrible and one wants to die but somehow they don't have the guts to pull the trigger. Its either fear or curiosity that urges one to withdraw from that gunpoint. Is it a metaphysical fear of eternal damnation or cowardice? Curiosity of what lies ahead or the hope of a brighter day? No one knows.
Everyone feels like shit now and then but why curse life for it? Everything that happens to you is your own fault. Whether at home, college, school, work or just on a lonely walk to someplace you don't recognize, it is and will always be your own damn fault. Accept it, Acknowledge it and get over it.
Not glorifying myself for once I'd say that there were times when I thought it couldn't get any worse than this, there were times I questioned my existence or just cursed myself for being born. There were times like that day when I felt like dying but there were also times when life was balanced - I cherished those moments.
Looking at these things now, there will be days when I would feel that same way but if that day comes, I will gladly accept death without regret but for now I must go on, explore, evolve, invent, make my mark and reach my full potential and nothing will stand in my way. I must go on.. We must go on no matter what.
Everyone feels like shit now and then but why curse life for it? Everything that happens to you is your own fault. Whether at home, college, school, work or just on a lonely walk to someplace you don't recognize, it is and will always be your own damn fault. Accept it, Acknowledge it and get over it.
Not glorifying myself for once I'd say that there were times when I thought it couldn't get any worse than this, there were times I questioned my existence or just cursed myself for being born. There were times like that day when I felt like dying but there were also times when life was balanced - I cherished those moments.
Looking at these things now, there will be days when I would feel that same way but if that day comes, I will gladly accept death without regret but for now I must go on, explore, evolve, invent, make my mark and reach my full potential and nothing will stand in my way. I must go on.. We must go on no matter what.
