Everything around seems so out of place, so self-centered and erratic. Through mere observation it has become so evident that the people around only come to you out of purpose. Whether it’s because they don’t have company or because you have something they want or simply because you are the only one who could possibly fulfill a need that a situation demands. Either way, they come around just like the kind of women who make you feel like you are worth something to them and then drop you into the never-ending abyss of anguish that you’ve tasted your entire life once their purpose is finished. You end up being used like a toy that is later replaced for a more desirable one.
Here you are chasing something that you are so certain will make you happy but on the other end you’re as worthless as a pebble in a graveyard. You are so convinced that it is your goal, you are so convinced that the person you like is the one who’ll change you that you end up building your life around them. Sadly, when that illusion flies way out of your reach you crumble like a cookie shattering the very skies you once wished to soar. But it’s the despair of loss that strengthens your faith towards something else. In this void of depression and vacuous insanity you find nothing and everything. You see things more clearly, like the vagueness that people wear over their fake smiles, their so called love masked by the hollowness of their false affection and their “oh so” pious sincerity that would probably have the deceased popes roll in their graves. This instant clarity opens your eyes to the real world or sometimes even shuts them. They will call you blind but your blind eyes will be able to see what theirs cannot and that is – looking at things the way they are.
“The solace of love”, “hope and faith” seem like empty phrases that vacillate in the minds of those still living in a world of illusion and daydreams. It is this delusional lot of people who project the feelings of love and happiness, hope and faith as valid or legit. They claim their validity with such assurance and certainty that they make you believe it will work in your hardest hour and that they will save you no matter what, that they hold some value today but it’s only blasphemy, a bad joke cast vicariously to ensure the safety of the weak-minded fools that crawl on this pathetic planet. The teachings that promoted such bullshit have been long outdated. Love always distracts or in some cases even thwarts you off your goal whereas hope and faith will always keep you stagnant.
It is through such blasphemy and misguided thoughts that people intentionally or unintentionally neglect the power of pain, the exhaustible yet powerful motivational strength of hate and the blazing anger that drives you through your struggle. Using the power hidden in depression to drive you through the trying time ahead only enables to level each and every rising tide in your path to climb up to your goal and even go far beyond it. Never succumb completely into depression and don’t give in to garbage like hope and faith, use your pain as a driving force and push your way through your struggle. Trust me, you’ll feel more alive than ever.
Here you are chasing something that you are so certain will make you happy but on the other end you’re as worthless as a pebble in a graveyard. You are so convinced that it is your goal, you are so convinced that the person you like is the one who’ll change you that you end up building your life around them. Sadly, when that illusion flies way out of your reach you crumble like a cookie shattering the very skies you once wished to soar. But it’s the despair of loss that strengthens your faith towards something else. In this void of depression and vacuous insanity you find nothing and everything. You see things more clearly, like the vagueness that people wear over their fake smiles, their so called love masked by the hollowness of their false affection and their “oh so” pious sincerity that would probably have the deceased popes roll in their graves. This instant clarity opens your eyes to the real world or sometimes even shuts them. They will call you blind but your blind eyes will be able to see what theirs cannot and that is – looking at things the way they are.
“The solace of love”, “hope and faith” seem like empty phrases that vacillate in the minds of those still living in a world of illusion and daydreams. It is this delusional lot of people who project the feelings of love and happiness, hope and faith as valid or legit. They claim their validity with such assurance and certainty that they make you believe it will work in your hardest hour and that they will save you no matter what, that they hold some value today but it’s only blasphemy, a bad joke cast vicariously to ensure the safety of the weak-minded fools that crawl on this pathetic planet. The teachings that promoted such bullshit have been long outdated. Love always distracts or in some cases even thwarts you off your goal whereas hope and faith will always keep you stagnant.
It is through such blasphemy and misguided thoughts that people intentionally or unintentionally neglect the power of pain, the exhaustible yet powerful motivational strength of hate and the blazing anger that drives you through your struggle. Using the power hidden in depression to drive you through the trying time ahead only enables to level each and every rising tide in your path to climb up to your goal and even go far beyond it. Never succumb completely into depression and don’t give in to garbage like hope and faith, use your pain as a driving force and push your way through your struggle. Trust me, you’ll feel more alive than ever.
very true shayne!! its well writen and i guess this is one of the article of yours that i liked the most!! its more simple and not complex,the way rest of them are!! keep up the good work!! :)
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